1:25:00 AM
speechless
hey there.
it's been quite awhile since i last updated.
it's already the second month of 2007.
time sure knows how to find its way around fast eh.
school has been pretty much the same.
projects all submittted. like finally.
whoo! but now, there's the main exams to worry about.
damn.
caught the flu bug two days ago.
felt kinda lousy on thursday but i still went for training.
i woke up on friday with very little energy in me.
thus, i didnt go to school. stayed home and did nothing.
had company to the doc in the afternoon.
followed by a visit from my partner during dinner.
she gave me desert. haha.
made my day so much better.
thanks alot.
I love my oh-so-HOT partner.
haha.
oh wells.
nothing else to add. till next time. 1:43:00 PM
jack jack jack
there's been quite a number of things happening lately,
but it's only the start of the year.
oh boy, i wonder how the rest of the year will be.
i shan't elaborate on the happening happenings.
i know it will keep going on and on and on.
oh! i had a close encounter with death a few days back.
really saw white lights and stuff. damn scary.
i've been living in this house for roughly 12 years.
i should know the house at the back of my hands, but i realised that i don't.
walked in the darkness. felt my way around. the next thing i knew, i heard a loud bang.
no, it wasn't the neighbours' door banging.
no, it wasn't my sister arguing with my maid.
yes, it was me. i hit literally hit my head into the wall.
my face was kinda swollen for a day. it's better now. hurts at times though.
moving on.
on a more recent note.
i wanted to make a bet with glad that it would rain today.
she bet 5 bucks it wouldn't rain.
but i kept insisting that it would.
in the end we just decided to carry on with lunch.
headed to class after lunch. a few mintues later,
IT RAINED!
omg. i wanted to kill myself.
i could've gotten 5 bucks just like that.
rah.
oh wells.
i've been looking forward to trainings. but it keeps raining!
i think today was the only day it didn't rain and we actually managed to use our rackets to hit the balls. whooppeee.
netballers had training onthe other court today,
told rachel i would give her a dollar if she could purposely hit the ball into their court.
obviously she said no.
but little did she know that me and glad had the ability to psycho her mind to hit the ball over.
HAHA.
she REALLY did hit the ball over. but it was an accident.
oh man. damn funny please.
think i'm so damn unfit.
i keep feeling that pyhsical was so damn tiring.
but i do remember doing much more before.
my butt cramped so many times just now.
right now, i'm just afraid that i won't be able to walk properly tmr.
-ouch-
i'll blog again some other time, or not. 10:47:00 PM
here's a shout out to everyone.
happy happy new year.
put all the troubles and worries behind
move on to a fresh start with a brand new year.
after all that's been said and done,
think it's only right to start the year without having any excess bagguages on our shoulders.
2007 has a nice jig to it.
i hope it'll be a good year.
of course i do hope that i'm still able to experience what life has to offer me
throughout the year. but hopefully, more happiness and less sorrows.
that's all i ask for.
the fireworks werent as spectacular as they made it sound to be but i have to admit that since it was my first time watching the fireworks on new year's eve, it was pretty amazing. ironic eh. haha.
usual company. thanks guys!
looking forward to the last two days of the hols.
even though i still dread school,
i will make it a point to try and love it more and more
so that i won't dread it. make sense?
in simplier terms, i will be more hardworking when the new term begins. oh. it includes trainings.
i promise.
wells, thanks to all those who've been with me and stuck with me in 2006.
i appreciate it. you guys know who you are.
i'm glad to say that you'll still have to be stuck with me for this coming year 2007.
haha. say you're happy! lol.
guess that's all i have to say,
before i go.
have a very wonderful and blessed new year to you folks.
youendedmyyearwithhappinessandmuchmuchmorethatwordscantexpress.
willyoustartmyyearwiththesamehappinesthatyougaveme?
iknowyoufeelitisntmuchbutitsenoughforme.imcontented.
thankslove=) 2:03:00 AM
i'm back.
i didnt wanna blog until next year but what the heck.
firstly, let me start by talking about my holiday.
Day 1
took a midnight flight to incheon airport.
reached early in the morning.
headed to everland themepark.
i was so shagged from the plane ride, i really didnt have any mood to take the rides.
then it was dinner.
back to the hotel.
Day 2
woke up early in the morning to ski.
omg. i was still tired from the day before.
again, i didnt feel like doing anything. much less ski.
but the minute my feet touched the skis and ice.
i felt a rush of energy and ski-ed happily.
lunched.
then we went somewhere.
i can't remember.
haha.
Day 3
i think we went to some kim chi making thing.
then to lotte world.
the queue was so damn long.
the longest queue was 2 hours.
so in the end, we sat all those lousy rides.
wasted time but enjoyable nonetheless.
Day 4
wasted time in the ginseng place.
no one bought anything.
the tour guides' face was uber black.
haha.
broke away from the group.
headed to shopping ares on our own.
bought loads of stuff. very accomplished.
headed back to the hotel after that.
it had a casino in it. i tried to sneak in ( legal age is 19) and i managed to get in.
played the big/small game. fun experience.
Day5
took a domestic plane to jeju island.
had to spend christmas eve and day there.
i dreaded it.
we found this guy selling fireworks and bought some from him.
played fireworks that night.
went back to the hotel for drinks.
went to the store to get beer.
ultimately, i drank alot. i wonder why.
Day 6
went for some sightseeing on the island.
it wasn't very fantastic but passable.
that night, we asked another family to play fireworks with us.
bought like 30 dollars worth.
it was a spectacular sight.
had loads of fun.
Day 7
i can safely say we spent this entire day sitting, eating and flying.
took the domestic back to the city. headed for lunch.
then to the airport for out international flight.
ate again while waiting for the flight.
sat in the plane for 6 hours.
sighs.
then it was home sweet home.
now,
there's just this nostalgic feeling inside.
argh. please go away.
the new year is coming.
i hope it's a good one.
I shouldnt love you but I want to
I just cant turn away
I shouldnt see you but I cant move
I cant look away
And I dont know how to be fine when Im not
Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop
Just so you know
This feelings taking control of me
And I cant help it
I wont sit around, I cant let him win now
Thought you should know
Ive tried my best to let go of you
But I dont want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Its getting hard to be around you
Theres so much I cant say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way. 11:18:00 PM
hey there!
mid-sem tests just fly by. i didn't even know it did.
oh wells.
i can't say that i'll do very well for them though.
this few weeks have been pretty interesting.
i never thought that all this would happen. it still amazes me how things
have become the way they are now. hmmm.
life seems quite different now. haha.
moving on,
been going out these few days since the mid-sem ended.
friday, saw me out with rachel and eleanor going out to suntec,marina and the city hall area.
bought loads of stuff. i felt like santa. haha.
met lou in the evening for dinner.
accompanied rachel at esplanade.
the cab line was really long so i booked a cab home.
didn't do much on saturday.
practically slept the whole entire day.
how eventful.
sunday was another boring day.
i wonder why eh? haha.
went for a sac tennis chalet with the old girls.
i don't wanna talk about that. read glad's blog for details.
today, headed to vivo with glad.
i dont have many comments about the place.
walkedwalkedwalkedwalked.
met christabel, headed to city hall to meet rachel.
went for gc class gathering.
it was quite fun. at least the people were fun.
rachel's staying tonight.
i think we can have an emo night. hurr.
alright world.
i'm flying off tmr.
maybe i'll blog again when i get back.
if not,
here's an advance.
merry christmas
and
happy new year.
iwonderhowyoudoit.
knockmeoffmyfeet.
canihaveyouthischristmas? 11:07:00 PM
Complicated.
What is there to do?
What is there to say?
I know I can't have you
But still I give my heart away.
Even though I met you
Just a few days before.
I have learned so much of who you are
And want to know you even more.